sodapop-euphoria

There's two times in a person's life when there is absolutely nothing left to say. The first is experienced when you've fallen so deeply head over heels for a person that all you have to do is look in their eyes. You feel like you can live in that smile, live for an eternity, let evenings pass into night and stars orbit overhead never-blinking just stare into those perfect eyes and that perfect smile and say nothing. You feel your heart race, your eyes go droopy and everything feels just like everyone's always told you it would only a thousand times better, and you think... I'm in love.  The second is when it's over, when the twilight's pas

I guess you could say my life is seemingly boring. I think it's best to say it's composed of lazy Saturdays sitting at burger joints watching the local baseball team make faces at me through the window. I guess that's what's so great about it. I'm kind of in love too. Or, rather, infatuated. My mother wouldn't be pleased if she knew because I come from a strict white family and this kid - he's not white. I've kissed him too, which would really piss her off. I can't imagine how upset she would be if she knew I lost my first kiss to a black kid. It's really amazing because he's opened my eyes, honestly. I was raised to believe white people co

i feel sort of like crying. that is all.